YES.
I SAID "gf"!!!!!!!
OK???!!!!
SHE IS MY GF. SHE LOVES ME.
Um yah. :D <3333
But today I have fully realized what she has been doing.............
She has been "activating" me. And I her.
Us finally coming together has "activated" us........ and the way she has been treating me has been a part of that, in regards to me.
Like..... I can only really talk about what is going on from my perspective, but since contacting her in March 2018.... and everything that has happened since then...... I was "activated" by her.
In fact, before I contacted her.................. I was in shatters.
I had just came out of that whole situation with living with my birth father and his ex-wife............. and you guys know what happened then : l.....
Just got out alive.
And meeting my Aussie gf brought me "back to life".
And the way she has been treating me since I met her has been a part of that......... "ghosting", what have you.
But she really hasn't actually been ghosting me......
But yah...
She brought me back to life......
She motivated me to start seriously thinking about building an AI music bot.......... :D
I owe everything to her.
Literally.
And um...... If u'r out there Aussie gf..... reading this?
....... I am patiently waiting for you to contact me again! :D
I could probably say more about everything I wrote above... but :D