• Coming from you, that was funny as hell!

    LAUGHING TWO


    WELL SEE I DATED HER SHE WAS MY BOSSES ONLY CHILD AND SHE WAS SPOILED ROTTEN


    SO I SAY THAT BECAUSE I NEVER DID FIND OUT IF THEY FOUND OUT WHO KILLED HER


    SHE HAD PULLED A WEIRD MENTAL PRANK USING ME


    SHE DEMANDED WE GET IT ON IN MY CAR IN A HOUSING TRACK AND I WAS ALREADY HIGH AND DRUNK


    SO SHE WAS A VERY BOSSY LITTLE STACK OF BIT TITS AND ORDERED ME AROUND LIKE I WAS HER PERSONAL DRIVER I WOULD JUST KEEP SAYING STUFF LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH


    SHE LIKED ME BECAUSE I TALKED BACK AND DIDN'T LET HER GET AWAY WITH THAT SHIT


    WELL SHE HAD ME PARKING RIGHT ON THE SIDE OF THIS HOUSE AND LATER I FOUND OUT IT WAS HER PARENTS HOUSE LOL


    AND HER MOTHER SAW ME FUCKING HER WITH THE CAR DOOR OPEN AND THE DAM DOME LIGHT ON


    NOW PAULA ANN WAS ALWAYS WANTING TO DO JUST CRAZY SHIT SO I LIKED THAT ABOUT HER


    LITTLE DID I KNOW SHE WAS SAYING FUCK YOU MOM AS SHE LIKED ME CHARLIE I MET HER A FEW TIMES IN THE LAB WHERE HER HUSBAND MY BOSS WORKED AT A CHEMICAL PLANT WE MADE MOSTLY SOAPS FOR AIRCRAFT AT LA AIRPORT WE DELIVERED IT OURSELVES IT WAS A MAJOR BIG ACCOUNT



    WELL RAY WAS MY BOSS HE HAD TAKE ME ASIDE TO SHARE ONE OF HIS FLITERLESS PAUL MALLS RED PACK IN THE OLDEN DAYS


    HE PUT ONE OUT ONLY AFTER LIGHTING HIS NEXT ONE HE WAS HILARIOUS CRUSTY AND MAYBE 60 YEARS OLD



    HE HAD BEEN IN MEAN WAR AND WAS NO PUSSY MAN TRUST ME


    HE TELLS ME LOOKE CHARLIE YOU WOULD BE A SMART BOY TO STAY CLEAR OF MY PAULA ANN .....HE SMIRKED AND SAID I KNOW YOU WON'T




    HE WAS RIGHT ABOUT THAT SHIT



    SO SHE KNEW I WAS FAG AND SHE LOVED THIS FACT SO SHE WAS LIKE ON MY DICK CONSTANTLY LIKE TRYING TO MAKE THE GAY IN ME GO AWAY


    SHE SAID SHIT LIKE NO GUY DOES THIS TO YOU AND THAT ...IT WAS PRETTY HILARIOUS



    SO I WAS CAUGHT UP IN HER KINKY WEB UNTIL SHE BIT MY COCK HARD


    I RACTED INSTANTLY AND BASICALL THREW HER IN ONE MOVE OFF THE BED AND INTO A WALL


    I THOUGHT SHE HAD JUST BIT MY DAM DICK RIGHT OFF I MEAN I WAS THINKING I WAS LOOKING DOWN TO SEE BLOOD AFTER SHE HIT THE WALL


    SHE GOT UP CRYING AND SCREAMING AT ME SHE PUT MY ROBE ON AND WALKED OUT LIKE THAT...SHE WOULDN'T COME BACK IN AS I GOT JUST MY BOXERS ON AND CHASED THE CRAZY FUCKING BITCH


    I GAVE UP AND WALKED HOME SHE WAS GONE AND SO I CALLED RAYS OFFICE AND TOLD HIM KINDA WHAT HAPPENED AND HOW MENTAL SHE WAS ACTING


    SOON HIS WIFE CALLED ME SCREAMING AT ME THAT I HAD BEAT HER DAUGHTER UP LOL


    I TOLD HER SHE BIT MY DICK NEARLY OFF I THOUGHT AND THREW HER OFF ME


    THAT WAS ALL I DID



    SO SHE APPARENTLY DROVE OUT AND GOT PAULA ANN AND I NEVER SAW MY RIBE OR PAULA ANN AGAIN


    A FEW WEEKS LATER I WAS ALMOST KILLED IN MY VW BUG THEN I HEARD PAULA ANN WAS DEAD



    WHEN I CALLED HER DAD HE WAS STILL WORKING LIKE IT DIDN'T EVEN HAPPEN HE DIDN'T REALLY CARE I FELT HE WAS GLAD SHE WAS DEAD



    SHE WAS REALLY A TWISTED LITTLE SNOT TO RAY


    AND I CAN ONLY IMAGINE THE SHIT SHE HAS DONE TO THEM PARENTS LOL



    WELL I KEPT SAYING PAULA ANN IS FUCKING DEAD IN MY HEAD IT WAS JUST SO DAM SHOCKING AFTER I SAW THOSE TWO DETECTIVES AT ANAHEIM PD IT REACH SUCH A WEIRD LEVEL IN MY HEAD


    I WAS THINKING OF OUR LAST TIME IN THE BED AND HER IN THAT ROVE OF MINE NUDE WALKING DOWN THE MIDDLE OF THE SIDE STREETS WITH ME SAYING COME ON HOME THIS IS JUST CRAZY PAULA WHY DID YOU DO THAT TO ME...


    WEIRD TO HAVE SOMEONE UP AND DIE AND BE FOUND IN HER CAR AT A STRIP MALL


    IN HER POWDER BLUE MUSTANG SHE HAD A PESONAL FRONT PLATE SAYING A STAR OR STAR..SHE TRIED IN HOLLY WOOD TO GET TO BE A STAR AND RAY AND HIS POOR WIFE AHD SPENT UNTOLD $$$ TRYING TO GET HER INTO BEING A STAR ACTRESS.....



    SO SHE WAS HEADING FOR A FALL ALL ALONG REALLY....I COULD SEE THAT LATER ONCE I CALMED DOWN INSIDE...


    I WAS NEVER IN LOVE WITH HER BUTT SHE AND I DID HAVE SOME FUN ASS CRAZY TIMES UNTIL IT GOT SO WEIRD AND BAD....I THINK SHE REALLY HAD SOME MENTAL ISSUES AND COVERED IT WITH HER STAR PAULA ACT




    SHE WAS UNDER 30 WHEN SHE DIED AND WAS REALLY A VERY PRETTY GIRL LONG ASS BLAOND HAIR TITS A LITTLE TOO LARGE FOR MY LIKING AND SHE WAS SHORT SO IT MADE HER TITS STAND OUT AND MAN SHE HAD A BODY ON HER AND KNEW HOW TO USE IT



    PLUS SHE LATER ADMITTED TO LIKING GIRLS AND HAD SUED ME TO GET A FOOT INTO THE DOOR OF THE GARDEN GROVE GAYS AND BARS



    THEN SHE DITCHED ME TO HANG WITH MOSTLY REAL MEAN DYKES UNLESS SHE WANTED SOME DICK...


    AND THEN I WAS IT.....



    SO I KNEW THE STORY WELL


    SEE I HAD AFTER PARTIES WHEN THE BAR CLOSED A BUNCH OF GAY BOYS AND SOME DYKES CAME OVER THAT I KNEW AND WE ALL KINDA HAD SEX AND TOOK ACID AND ALL KINDS OF DRUGS


    IT WAS A MESS I HAD TO CLEAN MY PLACE ALL THE TIME IT WAS INSANE BACK IN MY WILD ASS DAYS...


    SO I WAS REPEATING SHE IS STILL JUST DEAD AND THEN SHE REMAINS DEAD


    IT IS LIKE A WEIRD AFFRAMATION OR MANTRA....I MADE IN MY MIND TO MAKE ME GET THE REALITY OF THIS SHIT





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    PAULA ANN WAS LIKE MY MOVE INTO DOING SEX WITH WOMEN OR GIRLS THAT WERE ALSO DYKES


    I LIKED THE STRONG MAN LIKE PERSONALITY I SAW IN THEM THE TOM BOYS AS A KID A COUPLE MEAN TOM BOY GIRLS FORCED SEX ON ME AND THE OTJHER GUYS MY AGE


    SO I THINK THAT DID A IMPRINT ON ME SOME WAYS



    PLUS THE GAY BARS WERE ALL ALONG GARDEN GROVE BLVD SO I JUST DROVE OVER TO THE DUKE BARS


    LOL


    THEN PAULA ANN MET SOME SHE LIKED AND GOT THEM TO DO THINGS TO ME IT WAS LIKE I WAS HER GAY BOY TO PLAY WITH WHEN THE DUKES COME OVER


    I LOVED THE ATTENTION MOST OF THE TIME AND THEY OFTEN BROGHT OVER BOOZE AND SOME GREAT GRASS AND PILLS



    SO HELL FIRE I WENT FOR IT MY DICK WAS ALWAYS HARD SO I WAS YOUNG....AND READY


    FREDDY


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  • PUALA ANN REMAINS DEAD ALL DAY TODAY AND MAYBE TOMORROW


    I KNOW THE SHIT I COME UP WITH MAKES ME JUST TWEEK MY NECK A WEIRD SMIRK AND GIGGLE MOST OF THE TIMES


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  • PLUS ONLY TWO GIRLS STAND OUT IN MY LIFE SEXUALLY


    AND PAULA ANN AND RENE ARE THEM


    THEY SHOWED ME EVERYTHING A GUY CAN DO TO A GIRL AND MORE...WHAT A GIRL CAN DO TO A GUY


    BUSTING OUT LAGHING....


    SOME OF IT REALLY HURT SO I WASN'T INTO THAT SHIT AND THEY LOVED THAT AND LAUGHED THEIR ASSES OFF TORTURING THE GAY GUY THAT DOES DYKES...


    I THINK IT WAS THEIR CHANCE TO MOSTLY DO ANYTHING THEY WANTED TO A MALE


    IT WAS PRETTY FUNKY MAN


    AND FUNNY AND BEYOND SEXY


    I HAD NEVER SEEN WHAT TWO GIRLS CAN DO WHEN THEY GET INTO IT AND I WAS SHOCKED BY THEM GIRLS


    SO I WAS SURE INTO TRYING ALMOST ANYTHING BACK THEN AND DID


    DRUGS AND BOOZE JUST MADE IT MORE FUN AND CRAZY


    A STRAIGHT FRIEND OF MINE FRANK


    WANTED TO CHECK IT OUT AS I TOLD HIM ABOUT IT


    HE KNEW I WAS FAG AND HAD LET ME ORAL HIM LOLOL


    SO HE WAS DANCIN MY WAY EVEN IF HE HAD HIS WIFE


    POOR FRANK HAD A VERY SMAL MEMBER BUTT THE REST OF HIM WAS A BOXER AND SWIMMER BUILD SO HE ALSO HAD THIS AMAZING BUBBLE BUTT


    AND HE SURE ACTED STRAGHT BECAUSE WELL... HE MOSTLY WAS


    THEY GOT HIM TO DO ALL KINDS OF SHIT AND THEN GOT THE TWO OF US TO DO AS THEY TOLD US WHICH I WAS ALL FOR THAT SHIT


    FRANK WAS DOING ALMOST EVERYTHING THEY ASKED UNTIL ONE OF THEM MADE A REMARK ABOUT HIS TINY MAN MEAT


    FRANK HAD A VERY HOT TEMPER AND WAS A FIST FIGHTER BIG TIME


    HE HAD ONCE PUSHED ME AROUND WHEN WE FIRST MET


    SO I WAS ACTUALLY AFRAID OF THAT PART OF HIM THE LOOK HE GOT IN HIS PRETTY EYS WAS CREEPY MEAN



    BUTT HE NEVER DID THAT AGIN TO ME UNTIL I MADE HIM AND HIS WIFE MOVE OUT THEY HAD ENDED UP NEEDING A PLACE SO I ASKED THEM TO MOVE IN I HAD A EXTRA BEDROOM LOLOLOL



    OH MAN IT WENT DOWN HILL FROM THERE....


    HIS WIFE FOUND OUT SOON THAT FRANK AND I WERE DOING STUFF TOGETHER


    THEN HE BEAT ON HER AND PUSHED HER AROUND I COULD NOT STAND FOR IT AND THEY FOUGHT LIKE TWO WILD CATS CONSTANTLY IT WAS JUST A LIVING FUCKING HELL....SO HIS WIFE CALLS LONG DISTANCE TO ALL HER REALITIVES TO CRY ABOUT FRANK AND I GET A PHONE BILL OVER $200 ABCK THEN THAT IS SOME SREIOUS CABAGE.....THEN THEY WITHELD PAYING ME THEIR SHARE OF RENT



    OH MAN I ALMOST GOT KILLED IN THAT MESS I HAD MY MEAN GAY FRIEND RICKY COME HELP SAVE ME



    FRANK WAS SCARED OF RICKY AND RICKY AND I WERE LOVERS AND GOOD FRIENDS MANY YEARS SO HE WOULD DEFEND ME NO MATTER WHAT


    AND SURE DID


    SO THEY MOVED OUT LOLOL


    AND SO DID I



    I MOVED TO RICKY'S HOUSE AND INTO HIS BED....''



    WHAT A WILD RIDE....

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  • THAT DEATH STILL LEAVES ME IN A STATE OF SHOCK


    AS I HAD NEVER BEEN SO CLOSE TO SOMEONE THAT DIE LIKE THIS AND I SURE NEVER BEEN IN TO SEE THE COPS FOR SOMETHING LIKE MURDER LOL HOLY HELL


    I ALS FELT BAD MAYBE SOMONE JUST CHAKED HER LIKE SHE KEPT SAYING SHE WANTED HARDER AND WELL...


    MAN THAT HAD TO BE SO SCAREY FOR THE PERSON THAT DID IT


    SO MAYBE IT REALLY WAS A ACCIDENTAL MURDER AS THEY CALL EM...HA


    I JUST FLAT REFUSED TO PLAY THOSE KINDA GAMES I FOUND THEM SICK AND LOST MY WOOD RIGHT AWAY SO IT COULDN'T EVEN GO DOWN PERIOD


    I JUST AM LEFT WITH SEEING HER FACE WHILE BEING CHOKED TO DEATH JUST A HORRIBLE THING TO HAVE IN MY FILES


    AND WAY LATER I GAVE UP WATCHING THE NEWS PAPERS FOR UPDATES AND THOUGHT WHAT IF IT WAS RAY HER DAD THAT DID IT.....


    HE TOLD ME HE HAD KILLED MEN IN THE WAR ALOT AND RAY HAD THAT COLDNESS IN HIM SOME MEN KINDA SHOW YOU...IT'S A FEELING AND KNOWING I PICK UP


    YOU DON'T WANT TO MESS WITH THIS GUY HE IS A SNAKE BITE I CALL EM



    SO MAYBE SHE PUSHED HER DAD FAR TO FAR AND HE DID IT


    SHE SHURE WAS LOOKING FOR DEATH WANTING PEOPLE TO CHOKE HER LIKE THAT I FELT



    VERY SICK PERSON....SO DID HE PUT HER OUT OF HER MISERY AND FELT IT HAD TO BE DONE....MAYBE



    I WILL JUST NEVER KNOW THE TRUTH ON THAT STORY I GUESS IT HUANTS ME WONDERING WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO HER



    IT'S LIKE DOING A TERM PAPER ON DEATH AND DYING ONLY MINE NEVER ENDS OR IS FINISHED UNTIL MY OWN DEATH IT WOULD SEEM



    WHEN I WAS JUST DRIVING AS A KID I USE TO RACE OFF TO FIND THE SIRENS AND SEE WHAT HAPPENED IT WAS SO MUCH FUN UNTIL I SAW A COUPLE DEAD PEOPLE AND ONE WAS TWISTED UP AFTER HE RAN ACROSS THE STREET AND WAS HIT AND RUN OVER


    YEAH I MOSTLY QUIT THAT FUN GAME REAL QUICK


    I WILL NEVER FORGET SEEING HIM IT WAS NOT LIKE A HUMAN MORE LIKE A RAG DOLL IT WAS SO GROSS AND SHOCKING...


    I DON'T KNOW HOW VET PUT OUR PETS TO SLEEP I CAN NOT IMAGINE TAKING THAT AS PART OF THE DEAL TO BE A VET


    NOW WAY DUDE


    SAME WAY WITH HOSPICE HOW DO THESE PEOPLE GOING TO WORK AND KILL PEOPLE...I MEAN THAT IS WHAT THEY ARE DOING



    THEY MAKE YOU OVER DOSE SLOWLY OR QUICKLY AND WHO DCIDES EVEN THAT PACE...IT FREAKS ME OUT SINCE I LOOKED INTO THE HOSPICE AFTER THEY KILLED MY GRANDMA



    I STILL WANT THAT FOR PEOPLE IF THEY JUST NEED HELP KILLING THEMSELVES AND CAN'T DO IT


    I NEVER WOULD WANT TO TRAP SOMONE IN SUCH A HORRIBLE WAY LOCKED INTO CONSTANT PAIN AND MISERY....


    I JUST CAN'T WRAP MY MIND AROUND THE REALITY OF IT BEING DONE AND HAPPENING...


    I ALWAYS LAUGHED WHEN PEOPLE SAID IT'S AGAISNT THE LAW TO TRY AND KILL YOURSELF


    I MEAN WHO IS GOING TO ARREST ME ???


    REALLY DORKS



    THE HARDEST PART FOR ME IS AFTER THEY DIE IS JUST MISSING THAT THEY ARE HERE OR THAT I WILL NEVER SEE THEM OR HEAR THEM AGAIN


    SAME WITH ALL MY PETS


    THERE IS SUCH A CRUSHING HARSH REALITY TO DEATH AND TO ME THAT IS THE WORST PART


    YOU FEEL SO ALONE WITHOUT THEM WALKIN EARTH IT JUST CAN NOT BE TRUE



    DENIAL.....IS THE THING THAT I HOLD ONTO I GUESS



    EVERYONE DOES THAT

  • I USE TO FOLLOW ALL MASS MURDERS AND WATCHED ALL THE INTERVIEWS I COULD FIND


    I WANTED TO UNDERSTAND THEIR MINDS AND HOW THEY TICKED AND IT WAS PLAIN SICK


    ICE MAN GOT TO ME HE WAS ONE CRAZY EVIL FUCKER



    DEATH IS REALLY ALL ABOUT OUR OWN DEATH I THINK IT TAKES YOU RIGHT TO THAT POINT THAT YOU SEE YOU DOING WHAT THE DEAD PERSON JUST DID


    A BASIC GUT LEVEL OF COMPASSION AND SHEER FEAR I THINK


    I HAD A GUN HELD TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD AT 3B'S LIQUIR I WAS A RELIEF CLERK AND ROBBED FORCED AT GUN POINT TO LAY DOWN ON THE FLOOR


    I SAW MY BRAINS SPRAYING ALL OVER AND IT DIDN'T EVEN HAPPEN HE SIMPLY PUSHE MY HEAD BACK DOWN WITH THE GUN WHEN I RAISED IT UP


    GOOD GOD


    NO I DIDN'T SHIT MY PANTS BUTT THAT IS ONE OTHER DEAL THAT STICKS WITH ME



    I BOUGHT A GUN AFTER THAT



    I KEPT REPEATING I SHOULD BE DEAD


    IT WAS WEEKS BEFORE I QUIT SAYING THAT KINDA SHIT IN MY HEAD



    THE GUY WAS LATER KILLED AFTER ROBBING LIKE 9 PLACES HE WAS A PRO



    HA



    IT REALLY GOT ME WHEN I HEARD THEY SHIT HIS ASS DEAD


    I WAS SO HAPPY AS HE COULD NEVER COME BACK AND I WAS STILL A YOUNG CLERK SELLING BOOZE LOLOL




    I FTEN THINK DEATH KINDA FOLLOWS ME I KNOW IT DOESN'T I JUST RUN ACROSS IT MORE BASED ON THE CHOICES I HAVE MADE


    I WAS GOING TO WRITE A SHORT BOOK OR STORY AND FOCUS ON DEATHS I KNOW


    FRIENDS HAVE TOLD ME I SHOULD WRITE THEM DOWN LOL


    I DONT LIKE WRITTING I AM REALLY A VERBAL PERSON AND A TWO FINGER TYPER.....



    I RESEARCHED AFTER DEATH NEAR DEATH


    EVERYTHING DEATH


    I STILL SAY DEATH IS THE ONE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS WE EVER DO OTHER THAN BEING BORN....


    THE REST IS JUST FILLER I GUESS.....


    OH WHAT A MESS



    SWEET DEATH



    HIS DEATH WAS SHUCH A SHOCK BACK THEN...


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