I AM THINKING I WAS LIKE 29 HERE....HOLDING UP A BOAT IN NEWPORT BEACH..I HAD JUST GOT A HAIR CUT AND REMOVED MY LARGE STASH AND BEARD.....I HAD REALLY LONG HAIR BACK THEN
UNTIL THIS PICTURE
SO FUCKING HIGH AND DRUNK
I WAS LIVING IN COLORADO BY THEN AND REMEMBER FLYING OUT FOR MY DADS SECOND WIFE WEDDING AND RECEIPTION GROUP WAS MOVED ON THE GREEKS MILLION DOLLAR HUGE BOAT
THE GREEKS WERE RISH FUCKERS THAT LIKED MY DAD AND HATED HIS QUEER SON
ME
FUCK THEM
YOU KNOW I HAVE A FINE LITTLE ASS AND I SAW THEM LOOKING AT MY BUTT SO MANY TIMES AND THEY KNEW I SAW THEM LOOKING AT MY CUTE BUTT IT WAS HILARIOUS
HOW MANY STRAIGHT GUYS I GOT TO PLAY WITH AND THEY SAID YOU HAVE SUCH A HOT ASS
FUNNY YOU HEAR THAT FOR YEARS AND YEARS AND IT GETS OLD BUTT MAN IT SURE GOT ME LOTS OF ACTION WITH STRAIGHT GUYS
MOST OF MY STRAIGHT FRIENDS AT LEAST GOT SOME HEAD
TED
I WAS SURE A COCK WHORE THAT PART IS TRUE
I ALWAYS TOLD STRAIGHTS LOOK WE ALL LOVE THE COCK WE ALL HAVE ONE
YOU DOPE
SIMPLE LOGIC MEANS YOU WOULD LIKE ANOTHER GUYS DICK
LETS TRY AND AND YOU TELL ME NO AT ANY TIME BUDDY
LAUGHING
LATER I WOULD SAY YOU WANT PUT THIS IN ME ???
I CAN'T REMEMBER ANYONE SAYING NO
STRAIGHT BOYS AND MEN WERE HILARIOUS
MY ONE HIGH SCHOOL STRAIGHT BUDDY SAID YES ONE DAY WHILE WE WERE ALONE AND HIS WIFE WAS WORKING
HE WANTED ME TO PUT IT IN HIM AND I COULDN'T BELIEVE HOW FAST THIS ALL WENT DOWN
I NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS OF JOE
YES I COLLECT GUYS NAMED JOE LOLOLOL
I HAVE HAD 3 OF THEM NOW
I HAD TWO TIMS
OH IT WAS A ADVENTURE BEING A STRAIGHT GAY GUY
GIRLS WANTED ME WHEN THEY FOUND OUT I WAS GAY
I LET SOME OF THEM TAKE ME LOL
FUNNY SHIT MAN
THE LEZBO TOUR WAS EXCITING AND CREEPY WEIRD
PAULA ANN GOT COKED TO DEATH SO WITH THAT I WAS DONE WITH THEM LEZBO MEAN GIRLS
I LIKED THEM BECAUSE I PICKED THE ONES MOST LIKE TOM BOYS
SMALL TITS NICE NIPPLES AND A MEAN PUSSY THAT CHASES YOU AROUND
I LEARNED THEY HATE MEN AND LOVE THEIR COCKS
THEY ARE SO PISSED THEY DIDN'T GET THEIR OWN COCKS
IT'S MOSTLY TRUE I THINK
THEY SURE TORTURED ME AN MANY WAYS
I BECAME ALMOST PASSIVE DURING THAT TIME
IF I WANTED SOME MANY STUFF A DRAG QUEEN WAS BUTCH
NO WONDER I DRANK AND DID THE DRUGS SO MUCH
TALK ABOUT MENTAL ANTICS IN RELATIONSHIPS
PAULA ANN HAD A CHOKE FETISH SHE DEMANDED YOU CHOKE HER RIGHT WHEN SHE GOT OFF OR YOU DID IN HER
WELL SHE ALSO DID MEAN GIRLS AND THEY FOUND HER IN HER MUSTANG AT A SMALL STRIP MALL IN ANAHEIM ON BROOKHURST STREET I WILL NEVER FORGET THE HOMICIDE DETECTIVE LEAVING A CAR WITH MOM AT HER HOUSE SHE CALLED ME IN A PANIC ASKING DID YOU KILL THAT GIRL
I HAD JUST BEEN IN A HORRIBLE CAR CRASH AND MY LEFT HAND HAD BEEN BADLY CRUSHED SO I HAD LONG PIN STICKING OUT OF MY CAST THEY BASICALL MUSHED THE BONES AROUND THESE LONG PINS THROUGH EACH KNUCKLE OUCH
WELL I DROVE TO ANAHEIM PD AND AS I WALKED TOWARDS THE DESKS OF THE HOMICIDE DETECTIVES THEY BOTH DIDN'T LOOK ME IN MY EYES THEY FOLLOWED MY LEFT HAND IN CAST
WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN
OH WHAT CAN YOU TELL US ABOUT PAULA ANN AND YOU
OH MAN
SWEAT RIVERS WERE ROLLING DOWN MY PITS LOL
I WAS HUNG OVER AND FREAKED OUT
BUTT OFF THE HOOK AS I COULDN'T HAVE CHOKED HER WITH THAT CRUSHED LEFT HAND APPARENTLY
THEY DIDN'T SAY THAT THEY JUST SAID THEY WERE GOING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED TO PAULA ANN
THEY NEVER DID THAT I HEARD OFF
I THINK SHE DIED DURING HOT SEX AND SOMEONE PUT HER IN HER CAR AND DROPPED HER OFF AT THE STRIP MALL
I WOKED FOR PAULA ANNS DAD AND HE TRIED TO WARN ME ABOUT HIS ONLY CHOLD AND HOW SHE WAS ONE DANCE I MIGHT WANT TO SKIP
RAY HER DAD SURE WAS RIGHT LOL
OH MAN
I CALL THEM SLEEPY EYES I LOVE THOSE
I use to love things the way they looked and then find out they were crap in bed like a dead fish laying there
so so good looking and nothing in bed
or
they are also good in bed and yet they are brain crzy liars and or cheats
dang it
I am hooked on bad boys
the nice guys finish last with me
i wish i had changed that it didn't work out well for me
1993 i retired from active sex with anyone after Joe died of aids
I was afraid I got aids and sure didn't want to share that and then after many tests I was clear
so risked it one more time with a cowboy from wyoming
after him I said never again dumb ass
so I just retired my dick
and butt
butt I don't miss the damn games and trust issues and sadness and breaking up
I am more a hermit type in reality even when with some one for a long time i like to have distance or I get very quiet and don't talk much then the next day I am all motor mouth and full of it
so fault was also with me
I get tired of somone else in my space and start not liking little things they do
I hate when that happens
like you chew tater chips like a fucking pig man
laughing I use to say that to Joe
funny he was addicted to cock sucking bad
I mean he cheated on me going out to the freeway rest stops and public bath rooms
I knew it when we first met and accused him of it
so i ended it and a month lateri toook him back
6 years later he was dead
FRED
he was 27 and i was like 33 so I had already seen many die in california before I left
and I felt i was safe from aids and people dying I knew
nope
watching Joe die for a year ruined my whole outlook on relationships and LOVE and TRUST
we my best friend and I both survived and he had a ex lover also die
we still can't figure out how we survived the early aids days
he is still super active sexually and in a open relationship of over 20 years now
so he get tested and has a gay doctor so he tries to always play safe he tells me
I say at your age you should be using a walker to bump puds buddy
he finds some younger men I am shocked he get them butt then it is just for sex so they are not dating a 65 year old gay boy lolol
he can't believe I retired as he always said we both were wayyy oversexed he still says it lol
I just don't do crazy shit like him
stress me out no way am i messin with all the STD's out there
I had a heart attack when i caught crabs once in my life
laughing
I went bonkers I was so upset
I pour rubbing alcahol over my dick and balls standing in the whoer to try and kill those things
well great balls of fire
I was so stupid....i took off running through my little apartment trying to cool down my balls and cold water running finally helped me
Kenny calls and says go buy some RID and follow directions chuckie boy
oh man
I was like 21 at that time
I couldn't hardly stand in line I remember buying the RID I was like itching totally and most of it was just in my mind that I had these bugs lol
freaked me out so bad
Well eyes are the first thing i seemed to look at in women or men.
Hands on men I sure look at. For some reason i am drawn to thumbs and the middle finger. weird as fuck I just like how different yet the same parts of humans are.
Plus I always tried to guess if they had those large thumbs would they have a large mushroom cock head.
laughing
often it was true their head would be larger than the shaft at least
i was only with two black boys one was a man i should say
butt i fell in love with their larger so soft lips
man I loved kissin the black guys
plus they both were pretty large peckers and thick
both were tops only so I had to suffer....
smirk
women I was more about lookin for a bubble butt and small perky tits with i hope larger nipples to suck on
I love nipples so I always can't wait to see them
mens pecs and nipples i had a hard time at the beach or pools
I would pop wood just seeing mens nipples
oddly I also get turned on seeing mens fett
not all of them butt some just trigger me
i am not into stinky feet lol so it must just be a foundation feeling I think
and a large big toe just sends me off for some reason
I never understood why I felt these weird fetish type things
made no sense at all
I mean lips and nipples i can understand butt why big toes and cock heads that are large and bulbous
maybe turgid two i love those two words
trigger words
a lot of guys wouldn't tell me what turned them on or wouldn't admit to fetish feelings
I am too open many have told me
I use to do this thing called direct thoughting
where you try and stop the mind editor
sitting close to each other on bed or floor
looking in each others eyes constantly and saying everything that comes to mind
no editing
very hard to do for most
I am too intence I have been told and hard to figure out just when they said they thought they knew me
ha
I LOVE MUSIC
JR HIGH AND HIGH SCHOOL WAS IN MARCHING BAND AND ORCASTTRA......THE CLARINET
PLUS WAS LIKE DJ FOR SKATE RING DOING SESSIONS ON THE MIC AND PICKING THE 45'S MUSIC
ADDICTED TO MUSIC
I LOVE HIS BIG TOE IN THIS......
LOVE THAT SONG
LOL. That top pic. "This is what peak fitness looks like"
haha
Is that one in the beard you?
YES YOU PICKED CORRECTLY
THIS WHEN I WAS A LITTLE YOUNGER LOOKIN....
lips
eyes
their laugh
nipples
when the love bud pops out hard ....just glad to see me
A GAY GUY THAT ALSO PUT IT IN WOMEN HE SAID IT KINDA LIKE THAT
HE WAS KINDA SCIENTIFIC ABOUT TALKING ABOUT SEXING UP A LADY
HE SAID IT LOOKS LIKE A TINY HARD ON TO HIM
FUNNY AS SOME GUYS OR GIRLS BORN MORPHIDITE HAVE A SMALL PENIS IN THEIR PUSSY RIGHT WHERE THE LOVE BUD SHOULD BE
I HAVE SEEN SOME NEVER PERSONALLY JUST IN MY RESEARCH SO PICTURES AND SOME VIDEOS
I ALWAYS THINK WHAT HE SAID
I HAD TOLD HIM AS A YOUNG BOY I FELT GIRLS HAD A DICK IT WAS JUST TUCKED UP INSIDE AND YES I TRYING TO PULL IT OUT AND ONE GIRL STARTED CRYING AND RAN TO MY HOUSE AND TOLD MY MOM
LITTLE BITCH WE MUSTA BEEN LIKE 8-9 IN THE TENT IN OUT BACK YARD IN SUMMER DAD PUT IT UP TO AIR IT OUT CANVAS OLD SCHOOL SMELLY TENT
SO LIKE THE KIDS PLAYED DOCTOR AND OFTEN I WAS THE DOCTOR SO I HAD TO SEARCH INSIDE LITTLE DORK
I DID LEARN THEY DON'T HAVE DICKS THAT JUST PULL OUT
LAUGHING
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SLIGHTLY DEMENTED PEOPLE AGREE
THE NEW WORLD ORDER IS THE OLD WORLD ORDER THE NAZI'S
SO THE BANKS INSURANCE COMPANIES AND MOST LARGE COMPANIES AMAZON LEFT TECH
DRUG COMPANIES ....CREEPY FINDING OUT CHINA IS MAKING ALL OUR DRUGS NOW
FUCK CHUUCK
I TAKE 5 DIFFERENT DRUGS FOR MY HEART FAILURE 16 YEARS NOW WITH IT
CREEPS ME OUT EVERY 12 HOURS I TAKE PILLS SO THINK .....CHINNNNAAAA
MAN HOW COULD THEY LET THE NEW WORLD ORDER HEAD COUNTRY MAKE MY PILLS
TRUMP MAYBE GOOD BUTT TO TAKE OUT THE CIA AND FEDERAL RESERVE AND GO BACK TO MONEY BACKED BY GOLD
IS WHAT THEY KILLED KENNDY FOR PLUS HE WAS GOING TO TELL US ABOUT THE ALIENS AND OUR OWN CREATORS WE MIGHT CALL ALIENS EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE HUMAN
SO AREN'T REALLY ALIENS THEY CALL EARTH HOME AS WELL
THEY SHOT KENNEDY TO STOP HIM
HOW CAN THEY REALLY PROTECT ANY MAN FROM THOSE FUCKERS ???
SEE I HAVE STRONG DOUBTS
ISTRUMP IN ON IT AND HOW DID HE DEAL WITH THEM THREATENING HIS KIDS...ALL OF THEM
I MEAN THEY PLAY DOWN AND RUTHLESS AS FUCK
LIKE THEM KLINTOONS AND DADDY BUSH THESE PEOPLE ARE REAL PURE EVIL
THE NWO WANTS US ALL DEAD
FRED
WELL I AND OTHERS ARE STILL UPSET TRUMP SAID HE WAS ENDING CHEMTRAILS AND TOOK PHOTO INSIDE A CHEMTRAIL JET TO BOOT
SO FAR I WATCH THEM DAILY FLYING EAST AND WEST OVER THE ROCKIES SO I KNOW THEY HAVE NOT ENDED YET
SOME PEOPLE CLAIM THEY REDUCED THEM A LOT
