As in.....
What am I doing? Why am I here doing what I'm doing?
Because I have just reached that point just a few seconds ago.
Like .....
This woman who I loved is not talking to me, and she won't tell me why... she seems to rather just fuck with my head.
I'm trying to become a part of the Le Bon family by spamming Simon Le Bon's daughter's Twitter account.
None of the people have I mentioned so far is talking to me.
My gf seems more like a dungeon torturer, than anything else right now.
The Le Bon's are DEAD SILENT.
I have been posting on Simon Le Bon's daughter's Twitter account for a few months now. 2 or 3 I think.
They haven't blocked me.
Which is cool : P
But like.... I have just reached a point a few minutes ago where I was working on a data hybridization for my AI music bot........ to allow multiple people to hybridize all of their AI data.... kind of like mating?
........
And I just reached a point where I just simply asked myself -
What am I doing?
...... Existentially.
It was a completely existential "What am I doing?"
Like..... "What the fuck am I doing?"
Why am I here?
What am I doing?
I wondered what is the point of literally *everything* in my life.
What the point of my life is.
The point of my life is to live for others.
I know that.....
I hope those people talk to me eventually.
My gf and the Le Bon's.
Regarding ICOM....
I am infinitely grateful for you guys.
You guys being here right now makes me know that everything is working fine.
I feel like I have been taking you guys for granted?
And just simply ignoring you guys?
: l
You guys are actually my core family, believe it or not.