I'm leaving ICOM guys.... <3

I figured the best thing to do would be to let you guys know.

So... yeah : )

Good bye.

I KNOW I WAS MEAN TO YOU AUSTRALIAN GIRLFRIEND.

I KNOW THAT I WAS BEING MEAN THE TIMES THAT I MADE FUN OF YOU FOR YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU BEING DESCENDED FROM ROYALTY.

THAT WAS MEAN.... AND BAD.

I'M NOT GOING TO DO THAT AGAIN.

AND I KNOW THAT I WAS MEAN WHEN I BERATED YOU CONSTANTLY ABOUT YOUR "SEXUAL HISTORY".

THAT WAS WRONG.

I'M REALLY SORRY.

I REALIZE THAT WHAT I WAS DOING WAS MEAN...... AND WRONG......

I WILL NOT DO THAT AGAIN.

I LOVE YOU.

YES. IN THAT WAY.

I will try not to be mean to you anymore.

I have discovered over the last year and a half that all of that sexual stuff that you had with all of those other people was just simply pure nonsense.

It meant NOTHING...... aside from the fact that you guys sexually OBJECTIFIED each other................ and USED each other.

You sexually abused each other......... used each other for your own selfish desires.......

And NONE of you cared enough about the other person to keep that sexual abuse from not happening between you two.

All of that stuff was no more "caring" or "loving" than masturbating to a pornography video.

That is the truth.

It took me some time to fully realize the ins and outs of how that is the case......... but now I know.

I didn't realize that back when we were still talking regularly.

And regarding you being descended from royalty and stuff........

Ok.

But yeah.... this is really important to know -

The ONLY reason why we see recreational sex (sex without making children)...... as "intimate"............. is MERELY due to that when two people engage in it........ we are TRICKED into correlating that with making children.... marriage..... and having a family.

Because of the fact that sex makes children.

And I feel that that is why people do it a lot of the time............... to try to form a kind of "bond" between the other person.

But that "bond" is an illusion.

It's not real.

You only *think* that a type of bond exists as a result of recreational sexual activities because you are fooled by correlating the act of sexual intercourse with having children......... and a family........

But NONE of those things are true.

THAT.... is the ONLY REASON why we see recreational sex (sex without making children) as "intimate".... or "close"......

It's merely due to a FALSE correlation between recreational sexual activities................................. and having children and a family between the people who engage in it.

The truth is................. in reality............... if you are not trying to have children during that act of sex................................. you are merely perving out on the other person.....

No more "intimate" or "close" that perving out on someone in a porno : )

Quote from 28 yo virgin

And I feel that that is why people do it a lot of the time............... to try to form a kind of "bond" between the other person.

Also -

People usually tend to try to form that kind of "bond" by engaging in recreational sexual activities..... as to USE that person......

For money......

Or just more recreational sex.

Or other things.

It's all really bad.

My girlfriend is never going to talk to me again... lol.