my best friend's father got a few days to go. he's a stand up guy, we grilled many times at his house, my friend cant eat meat because he's in a wheel chair long story not going into it. but he always wanted chicken his father prefered meat, so I always made sure he got carne asada. not sure how i can make him feel better. i think about my own father I saw him maybe 10 times in my life but I always loved him. grandma told me about his childhood and I dont blame him. but we were good friends everytime we met. we never thought about the past it was about the now, we here.
but my friend he was close to his father, he broke his neck in a surfing accident when he was 17. now I see my best friend, not once I saw him as handicapped, always told him he was too lazy to get up and walk. known this guy for over 10 years and his father was always the best. but he's in pain, my father passed away 7 years ago, within 2 weeks I lost my oldest son a good marine but couldnt handle life here. thought I couldnt have any greater pain. but I got over that and now fuck me this isnt about me, but it I am rampling drank a lot. not sure what to tell my friend that his pain is my pain.
