First of all, I'm never really "down" too low. I've always been a pretty happy and easygoing person.
I've always trusted in the lord and have never been without. I feel that I am taken care of.
Three or four years ago I was not doing so well. I was figuring out how to to basic things - like dress and shop for clothes. I was afraid of a lot of stuff.
Driving for Lyft and basically coming home breaking even. It sucked. I didn't see much of a way out either. I didn't know what kind of job I could do, or get. Hadn't created a resume in maybe thirty years - I just fell into jobs.
I had a lot of legal stuff pending regarding my name and stuff. That was a lot of work. The name and sex change legal documents. I had to drive to LA for healthcare at a free clinic.
I knew I was not a loser though. LOL.
During this time, I had no friends I could talk with either. Dumped by my friend Liz. That hurt. Still hurts
I slowly somehow got through everything though. I was never feeling down - just very sad sometimes when I would think about my dad, or how I felt some people treated me.
Still. Life was never bad. I always think about how blessed I am. No matter what, it could have been worse.